Almost one month has passed.
Have I been thankful in that time??
Have I turned my outlook outward instead of inward where I dwell on the dark, dim self centeredness that inevitably turns into that awful sinking, shaking, unease of anxiety?
Have I really looked for all the good in my life over the last month?? Really looked.
I have so much to be thankful for. SO. MUCH.
I dwell.
On the bad. The difficult. The unknown. The slightly uncomfortable. The what ifs.
What if I dwelled on.....
The joy that is my growing, beautiful kids.
The hardworking, handsome, funny man that is my best friend and partner in life.
The blessings all around me - financial, family, work.
My faith - although still wavering at times, I know intellectually and in my heart that my God wants the very best for me - why can't I believe that??
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